The Beginning & The Ending
Life ....which start without our control and end without our control....
but we claim to say that my life ... my way... my control....
Strange na !!! Well today.. i am happy for a friend of mine who started his own venture....
i was lucky enough to witness someone new chapter... i have always heard my friend's friend started something and they are supporting contributing his friend venture... and i admired that someone dared to walk through their dreams... unlike me...who have no clue what she want to do......
i remember very clearly...how past few days were hectic for him... and it was equally hectic for me at work....
but what i have already lived through ... i knew how to handle pressure and plan my next day accordingly... i guess... currently my friend is also tuning life with his new routine.....
he always invited me to see his new project.. from designing his sign board to sharing his ideas of interior...
it has been longest time i have been so in detailed discussion with someone dreams & vision...who was turning to reality....
Just a day before launch.... i was working at my boss's home for a ppt which i ddn want to be involved... but nonetheless... a task assigned to me... i don't leave it incomplete... but once we were done.. i knew i was near to his place...felt to make a visit...
its always feels good when someone like your company...and i witness something.. i generally don't get involved with...a year later i was in a temple... though he and his uncle was their for the blessing of their new venture... it reminded me when i last visited a temple... and a promise i shall never visit and pray back again.... i only pray at my mom's temple on my mom's bday and diwali... when i continued to do the pooja on her behalf....
Someone was their starting their new beginning and some was their.. remembering the ending....
Next day on his launch... he was super excited.. nervous.. tired...let say he was living his dream turn to reality and he was absorbing it...his friend and family... all of them visiting his sweet little shop and praising their work....
i might not know what it feels to start something of your own... but i could see his uncle eyes...as if... he longed this ... and same i could see in his eyes too....
witnessing the praise... first customer purchase... people feeling proud in sharing that they know the people who owns this place...and i could see in his eyes... when he speak about his venture and stories with them....
Though he has never spoke about it... but i know people did questioned him multiple time about his dream and ideas and capability to turn them to reality...he questioned himself multiple times... but with time i learned two things about him.... he need someone to believe him to pursue something when he is unsure... and when he knows what he wants... he listen to no one...or say listen but do what he feels right...
1000 things running in his mind....and i was absorbing his expression and experience.. being live witness.. with time passing by.. more people making a visit.. but than i received an update of another friend.. who i thought would be enjoy his international holidays...but he was living his life hardship... coz he too now have experienced of loosing someone...i just started having mixed feeling ... a friend being happy and imagining he being lonely....i tried to be keep myself busy... but i failed to not to think of about him... coz i know what it feels like....
i sat on the seat and was thinking here their is someone experiencing new life chapter beginning and someone feeling the loneliness of ending...
i thought before i show my this face ... i better move away....coz i fear he might see through..and i ddn want to ruin his day in any manner....and i felt i should not be involved in someone life like this..he has his loved ones all around him.... i should keep my distance....
even for once if he would have said to stay.. i would have .....and i am glad he ddn stop me...
Strange... how life is... neither you can control your beginning nor ending... but still people say its my life... my way....
I wish people always be surrounded with their loved ones...let it be a beginning or ending... coz that is the highest and lowest point ...when someone should not be alone... hope both of them always be loved and never alone!
but we claim to say that my life ... my way... my control....
Strange na !!! Well today.. i am happy for a friend of mine who started his own venture....
i was lucky enough to witness someone new chapter... i have always heard my friend's friend started something and they are supporting contributing his friend venture... and i admired that someone dared to walk through their dreams... unlike me...who have no clue what she want to do......
i remember very clearly...how past few days were hectic for him... and it was equally hectic for me at work....
but what i have already lived through ... i knew how to handle pressure and plan my next day accordingly... i guess... currently my friend is also tuning life with his new routine.....
he always invited me to see his new project.. from designing his sign board to sharing his ideas of interior...
it has been longest time i have been so in detailed discussion with someone dreams & vision...who was turning to reality....
Just a day before launch.... i was working at my boss's home for a ppt which i ddn want to be involved... but nonetheless... a task assigned to me... i don't leave it incomplete... but once we were done.. i knew i was near to his place...felt to make a visit...
its always feels good when someone like your company...and i witness something.. i generally don't get involved with...a year later i was in a temple... though he and his uncle was their for the blessing of their new venture... it reminded me when i last visited a temple... and a promise i shall never visit and pray back again.... i only pray at my mom's temple on my mom's bday and diwali... when i continued to do the pooja on her behalf....
Someone was their starting their new beginning and some was their.. remembering the ending....
Next day on his launch... he was super excited.. nervous.. tired...let say he was living his dream turn to reality and he was absorbing it...his friend and family... all of them visiting his sweet little shop and praising their work....
i might not know what it feels to start something of your own... but i could see his uncle eyes...as if... he longed this ... and same i could see in his eyes too....
witnessing the praise... first customer purchase... people feeling proud in sharing that they know the people who owns this place...and i could see in his eyes... when he speak about his venture and stories with them....
Though he has never spoke about it... but i know people did questioned him multiple time about his dream and ideas and capability to turn them to reality...he questioned himself multiple times... but with time i learned two things about him.... he need someone to believe him to pursue something when he is unsure... and when he knows what he wants... he listen to no one...or say listen but do what he feels right...
1000 things running in his mind....and i was absorbing his expression and experience.. being live witness.. with time passing by.. more people making a visit.. but than i received an update of another friend.. who i thought would be enjoy his international holidays...but he was living his life hardship... coz he too now have experienced of loosing someone...i just started having mixed feeling ... a friend being happy and imagining he being lonely....i tried to be keep myself busy... but i failed to not to think of about him... coz i know what it feels like....
i sat on the seat and was thinking here their is someone experiencing new life chapter beginning and someone feeling the loneliness of ending...
i thought before i show my this face ... i better move away....coz i fear he might see through..and i ddn want to ruin his day in any manner....and i felt i should not be involved in someone life like this..he has his loved ones all around him.... i should keep my distance....
even for once if he would have said to stay.. i would have .....and i am glad he ddn stop me...
Strange... how life is... neither you can control your beginning nor ending... but still people say its my life... my way....
I wish people always be surrounded with their loved ones...let it be a beginning or ending... coz that is the highest and lowest point ...when someone should not be alone... hope both of them always be loved and never alone!
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