The Return Journey...
Well ! After the adventurous trip... and the 2nd semester eventful period it was time to return home...
this time I was going to my home in UP...ddn knew this trip would give me so many goose bumps...and it still does...
So... before the exams I went with my group for the first time book my train ticket... yupp...somewhere sometime something shall always be my first experience...
Well, before i was booking mine , few days before he told me that he is also going to delhi... i asked him why.... and he gave many excuses..... i said no to him ... i ddn wanted his family to feel that because of me he is going to delhi rather he should be going to his own home. His family must be eager to see him as my family shall be for me...
After lot of scrutinising he shared the real reason for his travel with me " he will drop me off as i was travelling alone and than he shall move to his hometown after staying for day or two with his bro"... i said to him i can travel on my own and its better he go straight to home...
i was feeling very guilty that he wanted to travel with me for my safety and what would his parents think... because of a girl he changed his route and instead of going home he is going to delhi...
i repeatedly said to him... no no no... trying to convince him all possible ways to not to go with me...
And the fact is he is the difficult person whom you cant convince to say "No" too...
Well, we all went to station to book our tickets and till the last moment I tried convincing him not to... since we were in colg we get student concessions in the train and other public transport. And for that we have to have our own individual tickets and I told him he has too book on his own as it cant be joint ticket as I was suppose to drop few station early and he needed to travel ahead to delhi...But can anyone imagine that things could ever go in my way... he booked tickets for both till delhi.
Very honestly, I started liking him and his company...don't ever ask me why, I just don't have the answers why
Exams were over and it was time for us to return back home... and time for our travel journey...
Somewhere I was scared and somewhere I was just waiting for us being together....
Our train was suppose to leave in the evening, and my friends and roommates train were leaving early... so as usual we reached to our station and said adieu and greeted them for great vacation....
They somewhat knew that I was not so comfortable with this idea and somewhere they have been pushing me with him ....
But people say" Jo hota hai Ache Ke Liye hota hai!".. So we spend our afternoon near a market which was rite across the stations. Felt weird no Group, No Parents just he and me roaming in the market to kill time....
It felt like a beginning of a new episode of my life.... and time came we on-boarded our train..
I realized that in our coach our neighbors was also a college friend and for some surprise I was glad...coz I was already feeling weird of the idea of me and him together in this whole 2 day journey...
so the train start.. and we gossip... we played bluff master and I realized I don't bluff at all... and he was sitting right next to me...they both in quite some interval used to go for a round walk... and I felt why... because he kept saying he don't smoke... but he was too afraid to admit it in front of me...
Girls instinct .... boys keep forgetting... he came back and his whole jeans jacket was smelling smoke and he was acting like he just came from a small walk....
I acted to be dumb for a while waiting for him to come clean and admit that the frequency of his smoke is more than what he admits in front of me...anyways it was nite and time to sleep after our dinner...
we were allotted middle and upper birth and our college friend got bottom birth... and I settled for upper... I remember glimpse of that nite.... in which I wakeup in nite to have some water and he was sleeping.....that picture still I have in back of my mind... he was feeling bit cold... and was rubbing his feet.... actually now of think of it... it his habit to rub his feet while he sleeps....
I wakeup early and came down ..... thought of going to freshen up...and my college friend became conscious and he woke up... I told him go back to sleep ... but I don't know what happened he woke up and sat. I felt bit weird of he either being too nice or something... well I went to freshen up...and returned... we were having breakfast and morning view outside and I can see him sleeping ...
after a while he wakeup mainly because of my voice... and than I told him to go up and sleep if he wants too...after that I have vague image ..may be I made him to wakeup and he than went to freshen up and returned...seeing him with early morning eyes made me realize that inside is just a small innocent kid...well.. lots of things did happened and it was than afternoon... when a group of transgender came and were asking money from everyone... I was bit silent sitting rite at the window seat ..saving myself... and he was sitting rite next to me... where they were asking money from everyone... they left me out... thinking I am just a kid and I wont be caring any money.... and than suddenly they wished us "tum dono ki jodi banaye rakhe" and I was stunned....after listening to this he was on cloud 9... and he was so happy to hear that he gave money to them.... and I was stunned earlier and now shocked with his reaction of being so happy with the wishes gave upon us without asking for it ... without showing for it.... and he told me... remember their wishes are genuine and true....
I seriously ddn know what I should react upon... coz I by heart being love story girl something dramatic happened in my life... something like a movie... and I was surprised to see him being so happy about it... coz I was scared to looked beyond... I was treating myself to save myself of being vulnerable...
he told me don't act ... I know u liked what you heard and I acted not to react but it was true I liked what I heard....I was thinking about this moment and evening passed with some more small instances like walk on the platform and more....
it started becoming dark and he came back after his usual walk and he gave me his jacket as I was feeling cold... but than I realized his smoke packet was in the jacket...and I gave him.. he face was clear that he was embarrassed ....I told him even though I wouldn't have found out his packet ... I can still can tell why I used to always detect he was smoking and was lying in front of me that he wasn't... I told him u always were jeans and he was having a big face with a question... like what does that helped to know that I was smoking.... and I reveled my intuition... that jeans easily catches smell...specially cigarette smell while you smoke... and he was shocked to know that...
Anyways smoke story is an endless one which was one harmless habit of his... that became one of the stupid reason to argue in future...
Our colg friend drop in the same night in some station... and we went to sleep...this time I was sleeping in ground and he was in middle...and morning came
My station arrived and we dropped down... my family was their to receive me... my dad ,mom and brother... and I formerly introduced him to my family.... I could see the question of my parents...
But than it was time to leave and we walked away from the train gate... where he was standing watching me leaving... and I waved goodbye...
it takes and hour and half to reach home... and by that time I reached ... he was half way to Delhi... and hour later he too reached Delhi were his was staying at brothers place...
while I reached home I was made aware that we are moving to Delhi very next day.. and I was surprised if that was the case I could just have dropped directly to Delhi... and not the station before...
well he told me later that evening that he was in Delhi till next day and was returning home... that's when I realized that he made this trip only for me... and I gave him my side of shock that I was coming to delhi very next day... and he was surprised and to know that ....
than the chats and friendship turning to relationship started......
this time I was going to my home in UP...ddn knew this trip would give me so many goose bumps...and it still does...
So... before the exams I went with my group for the first time book my train ticket... yupp...somewhere sometime something shall always be my first experience...
Well, before i was booking mine , few days before he told me that he is also going to delhi... i asked him why.... and he gave many excuses..... i said no to him ... i ddn wanted his family to feel that because of me he is going to delhi rather he should be going to his own home. His family must be eager to see him as my family shall be for me...
After lot of scrutinising he shared the real reason for his travel with me " he will drop me off as i was travelling alone and than he shall move to his hometown after staying for day or two with his bro"... i said to him i can travel on my own and its better he go straight to home...
i was feeling very guilty that he wanted to travel with me for my safety and what would his parents think... because of a girl he changed his route and instead of going home he is going to delhi...
i repeatedly said to him... no no no... trying to convince him all possible ways to not to go with me...
And the fact is he is the difficult person whom you cant convince to say "No" too...
Well, we all went to station to book our tickets and till the last moment I tried convincing him not to... since we were in colg we get student concessions in the train and other public transport. And for that we have to have our own individual tickets and I told him he has too book on his own as it cant be joint ticket as I was suppose to drop few station early and he needed to travel ahead to delhi...But can anyone imagine that things could ever go in my way... he booked tickets for both till delhi.
Very honestly, I started liking him and his company...don't ever ask me why, I just don't have the answers why
Exams were over and it was time for us to return back home... and time for our travel journey...
Somewhere I was scared and somewhere I was just waiting for us being together....
Our train was suppose to leave in the evening, and my friends and roommates train were leaving early... so as usual we reached to our station and said adieu and greeted them for great vacation....
They somewhat knew that I was not so comfortable with this idea and somewhere they have been pushing me with him ....
But people say" Jo hota hai Ache Ke Liye hota hai!".. So we spend our afternoon near a market which was rite across the stations. Felt weird no Group, No Parents just he and me roaming in the market to kill time....
It felt like a beginning of a new episode of my life.... and time came we on-boarded our train..
I realized that in our coach our neighbors was also a college friend and for some surprise I was glad...coz I was already feeling weird of the idea of me and him together in this whole 2 day journey...
so the train start.. and we gossip... we played bluff master and I realized I don't bluff at all... and he was sitting right next to me...they both in quite some interval used to go for a round walk... and I felt why... because he kept saying he don't smoke... but he was too afraid to admit it in front of me...
Girls instinct .... boys keep forgetting... he came back and his whole jeans jacket was smelling smoke and he was acting like he just came from a small walk....
I acted to be dumb for a while waiting for him to come clean and admit that the frequency of his smoke is more than what he admits in front of me...anyways it was nite and time to sleep after our dinner...
we were allotted middle and upper birth and our college friend got bottom birth... and I settled for upper... I remember glimpse of that nite.... in which I wakeup in nite to have some water and he was sleeping.....that picture still I have in back of my mind... he was feeling bit cold... and was rubbing his feet.... actually now of think of it... it his habit to rub his feet while he sleeps....
I wakeup early and came down ..... thought of going to freshen up...and my college friend became conscious and he woke up... I told him go back to sleep ... but I don't know what happened he woke up and sat. I felt bit weird of he either being too nice or something... well I went to freshen up...and returned... we were having breakfast and morning view outside and I can see him sleeping ...
after a while he wakeup mainly because of my voice... and than I told him to go up and sleep if he wants too...after that I have vague image ..may be I made him to wakeup and he than went to freshen up and returned...seeing him with early morning eyes made me realize that inside is just a small innocent kid...well.. lots of things did happened and it was than afternoon... when a group of transgender came and were asking money from everyone... I was bit silent sitting rite at the window seat ..saving myself... and he was sitting rite next to me... where they were asking money from everyone... they left me out... thinking I am just a kid and I wont be caring any money.... and than suddenly they wished us "tum dono ki jodi banaye rakhe" and I was stunned....after listening to this he was on cloud 9... and he was so happy to hear that he gave money to them.... and I was stunned earlier and now shocked with his reaction of being so happy with the wishes gave upon us without asking for it ... without showing for it.... and he told me... remember their wishes are genuine and true....
I seriously ddn know what I should react upon... coz I by heart being love story girl something dramatic happened in my life... something like a movie... and I was surprised to see him being so happy about it... coz I was scared to looked beyond... I was treating myself to save myself of being vulnerable...
he told me don't act ... I know u liked what you heard and I acted not to react but it was true I liked what I heard....I was thinking about this moment and evening passed with some more small instances like walk on the platform and more....
it started becoming dark and he came back after his usual walk and he gave me his jacket as I was feeling cold... but than I realized his smoke packet was in the jacket...and I gave him.. he face was clear that he was embarrassed ....I told him even though I wouldn't have found out his packet ... I can still can tell why I used to always detect he was smoking and was lying in front of me that he wasn't... I told him u always were jeans and he was having a big face with a question... like what does that helped to know that I was smoking.... and I reveled my intuition... that jeans easily catches smell...specially cigarette smell while you smoke... and he was shocked to know that...
Anyways smoke story is an endless one which was one harmless habit of his... that became one of the stupid reason to argue in future...
Our colg friend drop in the same night in some station... and we went to sleep...this time I was sleeping in ground and he was in middle...and morning came
My station arrived and we dropped down... my family was their to receive me... my dad ,mom and brother... and I formerly introduced him to my family.... I could see the question of my parents...
But than it was time to leave and we walked away from the train gate... where he was standing watching me leaving... and I waved goodbye...
it takes and hour and half to reach home... and by that time I reached ... he was half way to Delhi... and hour later he too reached Delhi were his was staying at brothers place...
while I reached home I was made aware that we are moving to Delhi very next day.. and I was surprised if that was the case I could just have dropped directly to Delhi... and not the station before...
well he told me later that evening that he was in Delhi till next day and was returning home... that's when I realized that he made this trip only for me... and I gave him my side of shock that I was coming to delhi very next day... and he was surprised and to know that ....
than the chats and friendship turning to relationship started......
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