His special day... My favourite day

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Back to writing ..after a long interval..
Today is his special day ... N the best way to remember this day are the ones ...remembering him on his special day...
I don't know , how to start.... Let take his first b'day ..which he celebrated with us...
Before starting up this story... I remember i was a love story freak... Belived in love so much.... Waiting for the perfect love...That i forgot to appreciate it when it was right in front of me....

Well...truth is i don't remember any of his b'day... Was i really bad???
I just remember... One year we went to a mall... Giving away him a gift... N it was the 1st time we were alone n went out on our own...
I gave him a "thought of the day calendar"... N wrote happy bday to my dear friend...
N he said was it necessary to write ...
I must be a real bad person...that i don't remember his special day properly

Last year of colg i couldn't celebrate ,coz exam was held near his b'day... So we celebrated locally..i remember i gave him a purse and year before i gave him the necklace...

I just remember one thing clearly.... I was the 1st and the last to wish him... Every year and for the next years

When he joined his job...than also i couldn't celebrate it ...coz he had lot of work that day...

I am really sorry... Hope u are having ur best bday ever....
God bless u... May god fulfill all your dreams and wishes...
Happy b'day for all the years coming

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