First day of my Colg...

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Before getting back to the story.....i jus wana tell that ..here i wont be telling what i did all day...how many hours i slept...or how many classes i attended...this stry is about what made these transformation in my life...what were the best moments and worst i experienced...which made me today..what i am.... i apologise ...to everyone...who feel the way of expression is wrong for someone else... but i guess..this is my story... n i the one who can write it....

First day of my Colg.... while writing...i remember few glimpse..few shadowed images...as like... entering to the colg premises on the 1st day of my colg....those images are still running in my head...like a flashbacks...entering the colg gate in the auto with my parents...seeing students everywhere....seeing the grls hostel for the 1st time after construction...a place where i was about to spend my next 4 years..... going straight inside the gate to the colg main building...where i came out from the auto...n saw so many students like me...experiencing the excitement and little bit of fear...in everybdys heart.... but i guess..that weirdness...made all of us unique that day...
All our seniors..staring us..like a new game was about to be started....
We all went to a hall with our parents,everywhere new students like us was staring on each other... some grls..lookin to new seniors...n guys ofcrse...checking out grls..best suited for them i guess... An introduction formality was brought up by some 3rd or 4th year students...nice i must say...finally these formalities where over..
And grls like us rushed to the new hostel....to occupy the bed and make there room allotment final....
Every grl was rushing to one room to another to finalise what room and bed side was best for them... i too was part of the same crowd...finally i made up my decision...chose my room..n my bed side.... After all this hush hush ending...i was happy with the room i was allotted...

And than got myslf ready to buy stuff for my room....and headed straight to the market with my parents.... many things occured...but this stry is gonna stick to the colg life...so i guess..thts how it ended...my 1st day of Colg.... Continues....

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