I call Myself ..A Peaceful Warrior

Bloody hell!! i am still in the hangover state... and just trying to come back to my normal pace.... That's it.. no more drinking ever..... i always hear stories of people and their hangover experience...and wondered... how much they drink to get hangover!!!! and why would it blast your mind as it's side effect!!! Trust me ... now i know!!! With time my drinking habit increase... it is still not what i love to do... but with time... i feel i am loosing myself... may be i found this an excuse to hide my frustration and pain.... limited was ok... but never thought i be this stupid ever in my life....or may i wanted to know what it feels to be high like this... sometimes my unconscious behavior ask me to do lot of stuff... and one is this... when i knew what i was doing is not going right... but hell.. i anyhow did it... how stupid i can ever be....well! duly noted now that i know what hangover means... and really hate this after effect... specially when you have so muc...

Well, yes as the headline state the confession of the Hug! Strange na! what kind of headline does that even mean.... well! i know what it means to me.... Today i met a friend, whom i feel he is true ! its very rare i feel this ... but i guess, with time people start learning and trusting the other person and i presume that exactly happening between us. i don't say i know him... but as he shares his stories with me...  i have started to understand him.... One of the stories he mentioned was about astrologer sharing some insight about his life past or future... and that reminded me, that my past love shared something similar to me.... which hurt me... and he also, was doing to someone in similar line! i know i have no right in other people business of what they think is right or wrong! coz definition of right is right for each individual! So here is my story, in my hard phase of my love life... were my relationship was coming to the verge of end ...Irony is, i am sharin...

When two ppl meet and they have so much going on in their lives... it's best to take it out with bottle of Wine! a beautiful Friday night... i had made plans with my friend... and as said before my life  can't be simple... even if for once i want it to be.... the judgmental eyes... of your family ... and question of trust led upon you... though being brutally honest... but those eyes will always be pointed to you!!! And the evening started with fight with my family.. tired of justifying myself every time... tired of asking my family to please believe in me... tired of pleasing others when i know i am going through the rough time of my life... none the less... no body has any clue what goes inside me... including my family.... i tried hiding myself when i met him.. but for some reason.. i have a feeling...either he has started reading me.. or else i couldn't act in-front of him... either or , despite saying myself don't bother or reveal what goes...