I call Myself ..A Peaceful Warrior

 With time, I have become sensitive to the word "Cancer". Whenever I see a movie or any story which speaks of someone's journey or someone loved ones suffering through Cancer... all the flashbacks come back. I know people say time heals everything, and I don't know how long it will take for me. Will I ever suffer less or will I ever be able to really smile again... It's been 7 years and I don't know what I am doing anymore and as time passing by I am further getting lost. I do know I did receive some answers of my past, which let me face the reality that " I will always be ALONE". I thought maybe .. just maybe I will have a chance to be loved like the story in the fairytales. I thought maybe I can give happiness to my loved ones but as I look at the dates passing by my eyes, I am becoming more unsure of myself than I was before... So it's true I was in love, but I was made to realize it was always one-sided. he never looked at me more than a mist...

There 1000 things I wanted to write There 1000 things I wanna share I just wanted to write my whole life story on this page but I know it's gonna be an endless one  So what I'm gonna talk about today let's say a story about me  I started with this blog because I didn't have anyone to share with there was a guy in my life whom I used to call my diary. So when he left I was devastated I didn't know whom I should speak about what I'm feeling what I'm going through I was lost and so I started this blog sharing every thought of mine, writing them down of how my memory lane had been so far. My years of experiences of my ups and downs, lost my mom, lost my love and eventually, I started losing myself. I met many people through this dating app. Some of them interested in me and somewhere not but there was none who was actually trying to understand me for why I'm so lost but then someone knocked into my life with very simple, funny, I called him flirtbaaz it'...