I call Myself ..A Peaceful Warrior

Yes! the heading of this story is inspired by none other the famous novel and movie which was made on the love story... of an infinite number of 0s and 1s can also not define the amount of love one person shall exist with one another... Yes! i am always moved in my fantasy world when i see love story let it in real or reel life... but that's how i am and i know that how i shall always be... Yes! i am emotional fool by heart... but my mind keep a very strong check on me..to see where i am stumbling into... i have broken my own heart god know how many times...and sometimes for its good...somtimes mind do also make mistake...but that time my heart explain me only one thing...someone who want to stay with you despite all the odd shall stay and someone who don't for ur or his mistake they shall not.... This year i have my heart placed into two places...and twice i took a risk to not to give away...rather let time tell...what it holds for me this time.. One guy , "the ...

Well!!! yes, if you read my previous post, you read it right, I did go under surgery and its been 17 days now of my struggle to walk again alone... to be alone... these past weeks made me a lot to of time to think.... being dependent ...being bedridden... killing my time in pain...and god knows what... and now when i am writing about it... i am still clueless wat should this post be about... everytime i have written about a post... i have something going in my mind very strongly... and now... i am thinking 17x24 hours + 2 weeks or pre-surgery pain...don't know what my story shall be... should i write about my endless struggle... should i write about being alone and no one to miss me or hold my hand ....or should i write how my minor surgery turned to major and suffered the complication for all these days...or should i write about the pain and struggle of fighting each day against my own body...emotion...thoughts..... should i write about the experience i went through whic...