I call Myself ..A Peaceful Warrior

So... today i am not writing about what has happen in my life... but today shall be a bit different ...i shall speak of my desire.... and for obvious reason not related to any professional desire... but more of personal desire... or my partner... Though i still do not believe in reality if i shall ever meet someone who shall be with me... But there is no harm in imaging one...  a guy who hug me forever... kiss me publicly ... yeah read it rite... A guy who can kiss me publicly, not with eyes to get something from me... but to be mine forever... i am not looking for charming handsome guy... but i am also not saying i am gonna go with anyone... yeah.. whenever i listen to so many love story.. i always wished.. if i shall ever be lucky enough...to have a story which i shall keep for lifetime.. but these are all imaginations.... i just know this..my man shall never leave my hand...my man shall be my best-est friend...and i shall be his... we shall be all over the places..s...

It's so easy to restart a machine... just press the power button... and voila your done!.... all the glitches, hangup , error all sorted.... wondered if their was a restart button of your life... which helps you to remove your failure.. your errors.. your mistakes.... i missed me so much... the web of life can take you away from you.... so let just say... today's sitting on my balcony and watching the beautiful weather... i asked myself... why to pity on things which is not meant to pity... and why to hang around with ppl whose ideology don't match with you... why to adjust for people who take you for granted...just because you love them... not necessary they love you back.... i miss someone today... whom i know he is my perfect marriage material guy...but i ddn want him to hold on to me... so yeah... my push ppl away habit.. i pushed him away too.... So, he was the 1st guy who gave me the comfort of the hug...my first hug...after mom passed away... so here is the...

Life ....which start without our control and end without our control.... but we claim to say that my life ... my way... my control.... Strange na !!! Well today.. i am happy for a friend of mine who started his own venture.... i was lucky enough to witness someone new chapter... i have always heard my friend's friend started something and they are supporting contributing his friend venture... and i admired that someone dared to walk through their dreams... unlike me...who have no clue what she want to do...... i remember very clearly...how past few days were hectic for him... and it was equally hectic for me at work.... but what i have already lived through ... i knew how to handle pressure and plan my next day accordingly... i guess... currently my friend is also tuning life with his new routine..... he always invited me to see his new project.. from designing his sign board to sharing his ideas of interior... it has been longest time i have been so in detailed discussi...