I call Myself ..A Peaceful Warrior

Well.. time passed by... i always wondered why my friends where pushing me towards him... why my friends where trying to find ways for him and me to connect.... the mystery ..the puzzle was running like a circle in back of my mind... and i just thought its just my thought that i am finding it weird ... nothing is true... everything what i am feeling is just made by my mind... every single time i tried convincing myself thinking it just me... their nothing the other person feel the way i think... but their were moments that made to think ...and think ...and re-think... is it really just me??? or is this really happening?? He is really looking at me... when everyone in the group is in the middle of a very serious discussion... was he really looking at me... is it really just me??? or is this really happening?? In the time when we are all busy preparing our final exam...i see him around... flirting with my friends...

Well... we came back from the vacation ... and were all excited for the new semester ..new classes...new adventures... and of course... hoping we shall do all the things in a correct manner this time.... but i guess everyone knows how it ends-up every semester... Well this story is of the time when our 1st sem results were out.... we all were scared , ddn know what would be our result... we all think we did well in our exams.. but the result declared was a surprise for all of us... Somehow i cleared.. but was disappointed with the marks obtained.... but for others it was more to shock than a surprise for ppl whom we never expected them to get failed in few papers...so here it goes Standing in-front of the result board...feeling disappointed of my performance... i turned around... thinking of whom to ask about other ppl results.. but ddn dare to... as i was more embarrassed with my own performance, if i ask anybody ...