I call Myself ..A Peaceful Warrior

Today, i am actually feeling low... I feel super lonely and missing mom, hence i ended up watch a Youtube Channel called #SoulPancake this channel has multiple videos of kids and adults who has the ineviditble death dates coming, somthing we all have. But we forget in our daily chores that whatever pain suffering or happiness we are tring to achieve is all go away one day. When you die, the caste creed wealth everything materialised and idealistic goes out of the window and the only thing that actually matters are people you influence so strong in all the good ways that they keep you alive in their memory. its been 4 years that mom left me, but the void. Seeing her all the time in my dreams when you wake up that emptiness that grab you that i real i can never feel that hug.... Today while dreaming i learned somthing that everyone may be aware of, but i never understood it till now... That you dream for things you wish you had/have but that exactly the difference lies in. Thats why t...

I am from India ... I still don't intend to reveal my real identity ...but we are in lockdown... it's 28 March'20 where I am still in front of my window... a few minutes back I was crying my heart out... coz I keep pushing people whom I love... You would have previously read the post of My Last Letter, past that in these 3 months.. many things happened, but the outcome I shall summaries I am in love... I am in love with someone who will never choose me the way I chose him... my hand will always be empty coz I know now I will not hold anyone... my arms will be empty because I will never feel that hug... I have written a couple of stories about him... but I broke up with him... coz I guess I started complicating my life with my simple stupid feeling... I love you Vipin, you have no idea but I chose you over my X. yes, I had the opportunity to go back to someone whom I loved for a decade...but things were acting strange...when I was planning to meet him... I met V...