My Count down begin
its end of 2019 and I have my timeclock started... I know it will be bizarre to say that this letter is my death letter... something that I wanted to say but never had the guts to speaks to whom I loved. So here it is a truth I can never dare to speak with my mouth..... I was in love with my 1st for the longest time... 2008-2019, I know a decade in love to someone...who ran like a bullet and regretted to have fallen in love for me... I am in love with Vipin, who thought I can be mature, but he never saw the real me till he said yes... that time I realized I am not right for him... nor physically or mentally. But he was only one left...a hope to pull me out ... when I saw him dredding the relationship he was in, I could have been selfish and let him be with me with my eyes closed... But as I was a fool before I am a fool now... I loved him..n I love him... knowing that he doesn't ... one night he was sweet with me as he gave me my 5 mins... he was happy with his friends...