Chosen Emptiness over Hugs!!!
My heart is empty... and everything feels blank again!!!! Past few days.... I felt something shall happen ... and I didn't know that I would end up choosing emptiness over friendship... but I know my heart is hardcoded...to be alone... Well! Yes last weekend... when I went to meet my friend... i was happy to see him and his work flourishing... he being super busy with work..and loving every moment of it.. despite how tired he was... but that day was a weird day for me. coz for no reason that day started with me dreaming about my past.. which I never did for a really long time... and then speaking to someone whom I have not been in touch for months.. then meeting a friend and ending up seeing an online friend in the same vicinity... and I just couldn't figure out what was going on.. too much to think about it... but my soul was restless... the feeling that something shall happen..somthing major is about to come... and it did...I like that day coz unknowingly I was g...